Arshile Gorky, After Khorkum, 1940/42 © 2018 The Arshile Gorky Foundation / The Artists Rights Society (ARS), New York
This essay first appeared in Brilliant Corners in 1975 and is republished by ASAP/J for the first time since its original appearance. Please also read Nick Sturm’s essay on Notley’s work here.
to be read by people too young to have museum claustrophobia. Who are “educating” themselves about art or get all damp and glowing with color and light in front of a famous masterpiece, and also enjoy air conditioning nymphets baskets access to a coffee shop and, too, a gift shop full of unattainable beautiful jewelry.
I hang out at the Chicago Art Institute––since 1972 I guess, when pregnant I would come panting home from a visit with the paintings and announce to my husband “The history of art is hilarious” or “I finally realized today that it must be as great to be Vuillard as deKooning.” He would look up just a smidgeon wider-eyed then resume reading the latest Travis McGee. Later, I found out I could go out and get away from the kids, at the CAT, and have long flights of ecstasy and with my very own membership card read in the Institute library Art in America, or weep over Kahnweiler’s version of the death of Juan Gris. After the lovely weeping I would go examine the (usually) four Gris’ on exhibit upstairs; look at the portrait of Picasso and wonder at the intimacy between more or less screwball idea and fullblown beauty. Systems and all light. Picasso does after all look like a waffle iron with a permanent wave. At home later I would write
I see the checkerboard through the newspaper the table through the checkerboard and the checkerboard the newspaper and the table, and the wall- paper rose and guitar for each and the somber tipsy glass
because painting was teaching me what a word like “tipsy” could do to the flat. Like in Gris’ Abstraction (Guitar and Glass), what that most pretty rose does in that painting which is all straight lines and severe curves. I guess I did have Gris then figured for a tipsy melancholic sweetheart, and I plagiarized also many good lines, for my poems, from his letters. You can too. I also I hope learned something about “heroic constancy” with regard to talent or its seeming lack.
However, I didn’t know it but I was mainly doing a number with Excavation by deKooning, sort of knocking at the door all the time; and incidentally having a Gorky itch in the rear right-hand area of my brain. I WANTED IN. 30 years behind the times but lots of people are. And what I found out was: The thing about Excavation is that you have to allow yourself to be seduced, or actually just fall right into the excavation. One day I was weak and swooned on in. (To be continued) ________________
(Next Day)
Excavation you see is very discrete even given its size––from across the room an almost non-color well-mannered painting and you could walk right by it. Philip Whalen did, and I thought he just didn’t like deKooning and he being my hero (Whalen, not to mention deKooning) I quiveringly kept any mention of the painting stuck at the top of my throat. When we got home my husband said to him How did you like Excavation? Excavation! he thundered, was it there? I didn’t even see it!
It is now impossible to miss because it and all the modern American paintings have been installed in their own good space beside huge windows and a garden, there’s no railing or roping before it you can go right up to it and bathe and find all the other colors and ride around on the black lines and visit the new faces and monsters that pop up. I am a mere simpleton. Excavation is a real person. And the new installation of the paintings is a real improvement. On a bright day you can see the blue in Franz Kline’s Contrada. If you have trouble with works that don’t have “colors” on them you can see the sculptures period (Though the poet Maureen Owen’s favorite is Richard Hunt’s The Chase because she is appallingly pun- conscious). You can see, because of the lighting the greater space, the works you were ignoring because the names weren’t “big” enough, Estaban Vincete’s Growth, Stamos’ Classic Boundaries e.g. Sweet delights you want to press your cheek to.
At first I didn’t know what was happening to all the American works. Last fall they started disap- pearing roomful by roomful. Excavation! would I ever see it again? Had Joan Mitchell’s shitty-rainbowed Cityscape so dear to my heart been stuck in the basement forever, with the Gorkys the Institute claimed to have but never seemed to hang? Suddenly only Alex Katz’s Vincent And Tony was left – boy was it painted and paint on the huge white wall near the staircase the whole museum could have been built just for it for our happiness. Their full paint soft lips. Katz I think wants to kiss many people long and hard, not an incomprehensible desire.
Everything then began reappearing along with a few surprises––Andy Warhol’s decadal coup and master- piece of Chairman Mao. Would the other paintings survive it? Whose minds had been boggled during the making of so big a silkscreen? and then the masterfully acrylicked it, and Mao’s Cheek and Button. Well Jules Olitski Born in Snovsk and Richard Diebenkorn Ocean Park No. 45 hold their own space fine beside it, in part of course because there’s that space now too would you believe over and over Philip Guston’s Rite? with those almost flaccid forms that so cohere that it is one of the most mysterious miracles in your life? Go up and touch David Smith’s Cubi VII, when no guard’s looking, and find out how small and grand you are.
………….………….………….……One day, After Xhorkum, Gorky, appears and my life changes. (Where are the other Gorkys besides The Plough The Song II, Mr. and Mrs. CAT? what happened to him and his mother; and the workout-in-crude vase of flowers? that I so much wanted to write a poem like. I saw the drawing 1936 of his mother, my muse, last week and absorbed it into my whole physique. She has marvelously flowered intestinal shapes about her left ear, to mention the idiosyncratic because I cannot survive the sublime sublimely.) After Xhorkum has become for me Numero Uno. I think it is the most beautiful and perfect work of art I have ever seen. ________________
So I’m there again today
Things are still being changed around where is Stamos where is Esteban? If you put down Hans Hofmann
you’re stupid ‘cause I’m digging Blue Rhythm, 1950 with its black window into outer space comet spicers. Some grey
sculpture thing is sticking its tongue out at Wayne Thiebaud’s Ties Rows of Ties, all that Stella Stuff–-Ludwig Sander (Arapaho
II) you look pretty great (who are you?) and Greyed Rainbow (Pollock) I see you. Mark Rothko Painting (1953-4) You
are loving me, Gorky you are my dream of love in mastery
However, instead, take another trip through the Excavation an escutcheon flap to swing on or sway to the provinces of one leaf of a hinge a long fluid flute gun usually teeth airplane a bay nerv- ous excitement gin fizz stone slab purple orange distinct from its design like a cry an emerg- ency situation about fifty miles in diameter dissimilated with …………………………………………………..pinkish to scarlet plumage
abounding in or consisting of the floating herd of elephants having somewhat leaves crystallize phases bone eyes one’s mouth to strip to supply with forage hollow, infinitely thick, leaves
and have a cup of coffee and go to the library.
Not having mentioned two miraculous silkscreens by Richard Estes esp. Seagrams Bldg. and a Larry Rivers drawing self- portrait; which I did not see today but which I see.
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IN THE ART INSTITUTE LIBRARY. . .
The nun bent shameless ………….snoring–– the Venus turned out to be exquisitely ………….small––has from under black, “attached” kind earlobes and golden ………….glasses the lamp shade most beautiful is green lit ………….………….………..………………………………………………………………………..oh the stairs were sagging but the ………….high lights are globes …………. and you walk up them and are startled by a beautiful black man he doesn’t take you in hand and your card you’re a member turquoise and golden red, for example “he would go out saying something …. about Kiss- then return to the game” on masks our faces naked with a beautiful secluded garden “What do plants live on? mystery?” strips a wine-colored cape a pride of hearts sky himself love sublimated ..“good grief” oh. The snores of a nun are holy in that they force they grant the lady behind her ………….………………………………….annoyance change smile ………….………….………….……………………………………………………………….. her own benignity ……………...…..we see a sweet and funny that membership that rises up ………….…………………………………………………..around her the exact likeness ………….………………………………….of days that go by impressed her lips on a fresh collar as traditionally American as I think probably the best human ……………………………cry in paint
…………………………………………………………………………………..Alice Notley …………………………………………………………………………………..August 1975
